Girls' Day Out!

I love those girls' days out.I become a totally different person when I'm just with my girlfriends doing regular girly things like shopping and trying a zillion things without the guys giving you "Will you just pick one thing and get out of there already!" glare.Having lunch and talking...oops my bad, gossiping about the whole world and our opinions.Discussing individual love lives and giving eachother advice.

I had not had a fun girls' day out in a very long time.Because the one I had recently was with my school friends and it had been ages since I met them and I realised how much I missed them.I realised things had not changed one bit.We all were the same people when we got talking.I realised how good they made me feel about myself and how I love being myself and opening up around them.Ever since things have strained between my group of friends in college, it feels like I have gone into this shell.I hardly talk in their presence...in fact, I feel very depressed in their presence.Everytime I'm with them and I see how they act, I wonder, how can they put this fake show when I know whats really going on in their heads.

I spoke to my school friends about this, and they think I should talk to them but they also think that it should not turn out to be the kind of situation where they get all defensive and try to defend themselves in various ways possible.Although, it beats me how they would defend themselves after the nasty things said in the mail.(p.s-for those that are wondering what mail I am talking about, please refer to my earlier post titled "Life never ceases to surprise me".)It was written last month.

After a lot of discussion, we decided to just put our past behind us and just have some fun.Had a great lunch, shopped, clicked lots of pictures, went to the restroom at least a 1000 times with them to fix our hair and put lipgloss(stop rolling your eyes!).I needed this day out.I really did.It feels nice when someone cares about you the same amount you care about them.Its even nicer when they accept you for who you are and love you because of who you are.