Sunday, June 04, 2006

Come back...


Its been over a month since one of my very close friends left for Jakarta.At first,she regularly came online and we would chat often.Now,she doesn't have much time,so we can't talk to eachother everyday.I just miss her so much and she is going through a major state of confusion at the moment.Lots of problems.It just hurts me that i can't fully be there for her at such a time.When either of us aren't online,we mail eachother.
Guess it goes to show,it really hurts when you can't always be there for someone when they were always there for you.I don't mean i owe her or anything.There are just certain things that make me wish she was here.
Like how she would always act like i'm her responsibility,how her hand automatically found mine while crossing a road,how she can tell even without seeing me that i'm upset,how she can NEVER think about leaving my side when i'm upset.
Its rightfully said...Absence does make the heart grow fonder.
I often wonder though,very soon we are all going to part out separate ways.Very soon.Will things be the same?
I cling onto my friends for everything.They're my strength.Once they're gone,i'm nothing.How will i survive?I know nothing is ever permanent,but thinking that in a few years,we're all going to be thousands of miles away from one another,scares me.
I know it is going to happen one day...and thats the day i dread.

Sonali please come back soon.
Miss you like hell.

34 comments:

Tanvi said...

oooo come back sonali...i noe how it feelz lol actually i dunoe how it feelz cuz i havent been away from my bestest frnd for a single day buh i noe how it feelz to be wantin a frnd...

wenn shee comin backkk? mich michhh wutz up

anup.777 said...

I hope u two get in touch again soon!

... and yes it may happen sooner than one expects ... but knowing that must only spur u to enjoy these blessings even more while they last ... Don't worry it will work together for good!

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Łóòň Ġãĺ said...

Aww c'mon ... u both think abt each other .. isnt tht a lot?? close friends dont hv to be physically close to give moral support to each other ... i know very well tht tiz easier said than done ... but its true in a way ... think abt it okay ...

i hope she comes bck really soon though :)

take care.

Michelle said...

=>taaan vee - lolzzz shez comin bak end of nex month :(

=>anup - thanx :)

=>suga - TTTTTRRRRRRRRKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK :p

=>cheesy - :( i mish her :(

Vipul said...

aww mich it isnt necessary tat u need physical contact umm dont get me wrong , to be friends or to continue ur relationship

If u miss someone and so does she wat the heck tats all u need
atleast u do care for her and so does she
and i hope u 2 get in touch soooon

Michelle said...

i know but we cant alwez be in touch she cant keep callin me frm thr n she cant alwez come online but here she can come over wen ever she wants,everytime shez upset m only a call away...thts the thing

R said...

Email thus rocks ;)

Don't worry...Good friends always come back. :)

R said...

Email thus rocks ;)

Don't worry...Good friends always come back. :)

Keshi said...

hope she returns soon Michii..

Keshi.

Dalicia said...

hey michelle, i'm also missing one of my bestfriend in jakarta too! but you know...i'm sure she thinks and cares about you all the time.

like i told you before, you'll get used with having your friends leave.
but at least, you can visit her in jakarta!! :)

if things will be the same? it depends on the person. their lives may change but if the person is good person...then they'll likely stay the same :D

haaha..so sentimental...now i must write her an email and harras her hahaha

Michelle said...

=>rohit - yeah :)

=>keshi - :)

=>elaine - yeh i knw she tells me how much she misses everyone jus wish she was here u knw :)

Rose said...

I know wat u mean.. I had gone thru the same not very long ago.. Hv even blogged abt it.. The worst thing is to feel helpless abt wats happening to ur dear one.. And coupled with the distances when u cant even give a big hug and whisper into her ears that its ok makes matters worse..

Hope she is fine soon..

:)

..Me

The Girl Who Sold The World said...

Oh, I know this feeling! My best friend left for Australia a year and a half ago...I still miss her like hell. But I think internet is one way you can always stay in touch...I know it's not the same but still, something's better than nothing. :) Plus, it feels very good to know that your friend is happy in her new life...I know it makes me feel good when she gabs on and on about her new school and new friends. :D
Don't be too sad...distance doesn't matter in a friendship. :)

Michelle said...

=>rose - ******when u cant even give a big hug
yeh i miss her hugs the most :(

=>navdeep - yeh i guess thts true..lol another one of my best frndz is migratin to canada...guess if u want to,u can make nethin work :)

Hami said...

friends are bes of our lives, my friends also meant a lot in my life.....

p¡£®®£ said...

Aaawwwww...Michelle,everything Happenz 4 gud...so chill dear and keep wearing tht sweet smile of ur's.

F.R.E.N.Z. 4.E.V.E.R

Michelle said...

=> pierre - aww ty :)

=>hammad - yeh...true :)

Ekta said...

Ur post couldnt have come at a better time!!!

My best friend is in the other end of the globe and felt so frustated that I couldnt be there for her when she needed me the most and now when I need her with me...although shes there for me...shes so far away!!

Sometimes wish I had wings to just fly and be with her when I want to!

Ar Ar Ar Arrrrr said...

Mich, if you can sponsor me...I'll go to Jakarta and hunt down Sonali....will tell her how much u missing her and then request her to come online too...

Wht say??

This weeekend Im free...I can travel anytime.....

Michelle said...

=>ekta - aww...n now its been weeks n she hasn come online!!!!! hugzzz

=>z000nie - lol :P why do i hafta sponsor it z000nie? :P

Sudeep said...

aawww.. u in senti mood eh?
pehle sad n abhi senti.. he he

this happens to everybody.. is happening to me currently too.. frnds leaving for higher education n me left all alone here :((
now if my parents had enrolled me in a college i also would have gone for higher education :P

dont worry.. just dont lose contact with them n u still maintain tht frndship ka dhaaga... n make sure tht u pick up new frnds.. coz frnds really r LIFE

Sudeep said...

n comments mein Jakarta ki ghadi laga rakhi hain kya? :D

Invincible said...

Mich, something's gotten wrong with you.
Let me consult Baba Bangali Ajmerawaale and see if someone has got a spell on you. Dont worry, he wud undo that spell like 'baayein haath ka khel'

I've lost my best pals quite often in my life, but there was always someone else to hold on to n keeping in touch's become so easy these days, if not physically see each other, u can always chat/talk/mail.
Life's quite Komplicated Michie, here even spouses dont meet each other everyday.

I can join zooonie if u sponsor me too :) Together we wud play 'spot the sonali' contest and within 3 days she wud be in ur living room.

the_ego_has_landed said...

hey...i knw what u mean...n sometimes things happen for a better cause. im sure she misses u too...
"Like how she would always act like i'm her responsibility,how her hand automatically found mine while crossing a road,how she can tell even without seeing me that i'm upset,how she can NEVER think about leaving my side when i'm upset.
Its rightfully said...Absence does make the heart grow fonder"

...aw.... really sweet
*hug*

Michelle said...

=>sudeep - arey the thing is she is coming bak n i still miss her so much i wonder wat'll happen if either of us go forever!!! n yeh frnds r life!!!

=>IV - ***Let me consult Baba Bangali Ajmerawaale and see if someone has got a spell on you
HAHAHHAHAHAAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!
yeah i knw i have frnds tht hav long distance relationships...cant even fathom how THAT feels...obviously its very difficult...guess m more luckier tht way :)
n the spot sonali thing was really cute lol hugzzzz

=>ego - yeah :) hugzz

Sudarshan said...

Hope she comes back soon...you seem to be missing her tons!!!:-)

Invincible said...

lol .. hugz >:D< (is this how its done in a YM?)

chweet

i just read she's coming back !!
and i wasted 100 A4 sheets of my employer's stationery to print off the hand bills :)

Michelle said...

=>sudarshan - i sure do :)

=>IV- lolzzzz hahahaha aww... :P

=>tt - i do visit often me saw the comment sec open this time :P

Michelle said...

alrighty :P

Anonymous said...

Hi Mish,

Being away from ur loved ones always makes us miss us more...but, like someone wise said - if we have less time (with each other), we should live it up even more!

Div

Michelle said...

true :)

Michelle said...

lol u wonderin wer ur comment went...here it is! :P

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