Thursday, March 30, 2006


I'll wish upon a star...
I have had many friends that have left for good...i did miss them...for sometime...we kept in touch...but slowly lost touch...but as they say,life goes on...I never really got attatched to anyone(thankfully) so they will always be there in the back of my mind.I will always think about them...but i never really missed them all that much.
Then,came this one person into my life...that got so close to me...i had never been this close to anyone.We had an awesome time together.This person meant everything to me...i had to share every little thing with him.We had our share of fun,ridiculous arguments,jealousy,love,secrets...we had gone from two perfect strangers to best friends in 4 days!!
There came so many circumstances where the strong relationship we had,almost fell apart...but instead of letting go,we both held on tighter.In a span of 7 months,our friendship had been put to the test a number of times,but we did not let go...
I'm the kind of person that does not take much time to get close to another person...and he is the type who takes sometime to open up...he takes time to reveal everything to someone...even though we were a rare combination...our friendship is something so beautiful,its the best thing that happened to me.
He is the one person that has always held my hand through thick and thin...i have troubled him so much but he did not give up...
Then,i got to know,that he is leaving for good in 6 months...migrating...and even though i was more than shattered to know that,i knew what this meant to him...so i was happy...for him...It made me realise,you can hold on to a person,clinging on to false hope...people would say thats brave...but there comes a time when you just need to let go...letting go of something that means more than the world to you is much braver.
Soon,he'll be gone...but he will always be a part of my life...because he knows that if he does not mail me everyday i'm going to kick his ass (yeah i know you are stronger Clarence,but i'll still kick your ass)He betta start saving on his pocket money and try calling me once in a while....lol cause i'm going to be removing some of my precious time just to talk to him...ha ha...
He has made a big difference in my life...and he knows i love him a lot.He is my homie (lol)...and everytime i look at a star i'll remember him cause we had made so many plans of walking the red carpet together!!I kept daying he would escort me,but he kept sayin that i would escort him...we have silly connversations...he also said he would pack me in his suitcase and take me along...I will cry...when it sinks in totally...
Everytime i glance at the sky,i'll wish upon a star...

26 comments:

Vipul said...

me 1st

Vipul said...

Grrrrrrrr trrrrrrrr prrrrrrrr why is everything u write, written for clarence and none for me:((

Anywyz it happens!
You tend to get too close to someone.
But later u have to walk alone nevertheless of the present someday sometime u have to walk alone when there will be noone for u!!
It is difficult to forget people but it hurts to get away from someone
If u are being dependent on someone at one moment of life u will have to make decisions on ur own

Its is like

WE ARE BORN ALONE AND WE WALK TOWARDS OUR GRAVEYARD STILL alone...

Dewdrop said...

what a heartening post, such is life. Sigh*

Michelle said...

=>wandu - true...i knw i gotta accept it soon...even tho i HATE acceptin it...its like my worst nightmare :(

=>dewdy - yeah...i know... :(

Anonymous said...

Tru dat ppl move on... I neva get 2 attatched to my friends eitha. It always happens that when u stay in touch, every1 loses contact and so fourth. But ta hell wit it, I neva got close 2 any1 ;-) PEACE

Anonymous said...

Note to Clarence - Don't promise to call her too often mate, or you might need to take out a loan. International calls are so bloody expensive!!

Sugababee said...

Micsh
You're a strong cookie, it'll be fine.
;)

Ro
Shhhhh

Jewel Rays said...

beautiful post..:)

It made me realise,you can hold on to a person,clinging on to false hope...people would say thats brave...but there comes a time when you just need to let go...letting go of something that means more than the world to you is much braver.

Love this saying..:)true indeeds

Michelle said...

=>quz - i hadnt until i met him :-)

=>ro-hot - lolllzzz tankuu fo da info stdwala :P

=>sugaa - yeah i know i will...or mebbe i wont lol...dunno :P thanx so much suga ur da best!!!

=> amy - :-)

Anonymous said...

maybe I should get it changed to isdwala :p

Love you longtime! said...

Awww.... so sweet!

Love you longtime! said...

Is that your pic??? Cool...!

R said...

Cute post. :)

Friends, even if physically not around, will be friends. Always.

Michelle said...

=>ro-hot - mebbe :P

=>vaibs - yeah hehe thatz me :)

=>rohit - yep always :)

Tanvi said...

yea i noe how it feels wen u get too used to someone n then well u juz gotta let go..iz hard but u have no other choice...hang in there..the clarence guy might juz realize wut hez missin n move back:p

Michelle said...

lolll...i wish!!!!

uttara said...

mich ...

u take care hun ..

i know wat u mean ...:)

its difficult .. may be am not tooo expressive the way u r .. :)

huggzzzzzzz have a gr8 weekend ..

n hun am being tooo busy so i dont really blog hop .. but u always in my mind
muahhhhhhhh

Dalicia said...

it's not always easy. but, sooner or later some of your friends will be moving elsewhere. i'm sure he will miss you :) i remember when i first left for another country. i cried for a week. still miss some of my friends but i can't cry forever.

have a great weekend! hope you're doing well in your studies

Michelle said...

=>uttu - :)

=>elaine - yeh the exams r overrr!!! YAY!!!

Łóòň Ġãĺ said...

Aww ... hugzzz babezz ...

am sure you'll be fine soon ... :)

tulipspeaks said...

physically none of my close frens r with me :)

but they are there nah?

=am000nie=

Keshi said...

Hee Mich u'll be ok...ur strong I know...

ppl come n go...but memories dun leave...just cherish em..

Keshi.

Abhishek said...

saw ur orkut profile.

Michelle said...

=>cheez - :)

=>ammu - true :)

=>kesh - yeah ill b ok...until itz time for him to leave lol!!

=> abhishekh - ok...i hardly go thr tho...neway thanx for chekin it out lol

Keshi said...

lol oh c'mon...take it easy.

Keshi.

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