The Dancing Martini.

My Angel

You come across a lot of people in your life.Some,you forget easily,some do remain in the back of your mind...but there are very few who inspire you...moreover...become a part of you.

I have many such people...but only ONE has touched me immensely.I won't say she is perfect...she is one of the people i've probably gotten the closest to.She is one those few who has gone through A LOT and has learnt from her mistakes.A year ago,she confessed her life was an absolute mess...she had gotten herself into things that once indulged in,are often difficult to turn back and get out of .

But she did.She fought back.Until a few days ago i was almost in the same position.I had two options..move on,or try to ease the pain.But she couldn't see me that way....when she got to know i had tried certain things just to get my mind off things that were bothering me,she came upto me,made me sit down,and spoke to me.Believe me,by the time she was done,i was sobbing...just hugging her and sobbing...when it comes to someone trying to explain things to me,i never JUST sit and listen,i try to justify myself.But with her,i just sat mute and listened.

I realised,compared to what she went through,my problems were absolutely nothing!To this day she thaks God that she did not get addicted to drugs.Because even though it was very difficult for her to get out it,she still tried and she succeded.She also warned me that if i did get myself into all this shit,she would beat the hell out of me lol...

Until a few days back,i had never seen this side of her...she just spilled everything out to me and vice versa...i realised how much she means to me.I realised,that first impressions are often NOT the last impression!I had a very bad impression about her in the beginning.Why?Beacuse she smoked?Did i wonder why she smokes?No...

She is undoubtedly one of the nicest people i have ever come across.She has changed my perspective,she has made me look at things in a more positive way.She has been a true friend.

This is exactly what smsed me

There are always ups and downs in life...but always remember learn from your past.Don't dwell on things that are over.I knoe sometimes memories keep gushing in and times are very difficul.But its these rough times which make you stronger.True strength can only be attained by taking immense pain...(^_^)

-Yours truly,WILD THAAAANNNNNGGGG!!! (i call her that lol)

I know this doesn't really apply to anybody...but well you never know one day you might need this piece of advice.

I just want to thank her for all that she has done,for all the mood swings she has put up with,not only her,all my friends.This one goes out to y'all

Spend all your time waiting

For that second chance

For a break that would make it okay

There’s always one reason

To feel not good enough

And it’s hard at the end of the day

I need some distraction

Oh beautiful releaseMemory seeps from my veins

Let me be empty

And weightless and maybe

I’ll find some peace tonight

In the arms of an angel

Fly away from here

From this dark cold hotel room

And the endlessness that you fear

You are pulled from the wreckage

Of your silent reverie

You’re in the arms of the angel

May you find some comfort there

So tired of the straight line

And everywhere you turn

There’s vultures and thieves at your back

And the storm keeps on twisting

You keep on building the lie

That you make up for all that you lack

It don’t make no difference

Escaping one last timeI

t’s easier to believe in this sweet madness oh

This glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

In the arms of an angel

Fly away from here

From this dark cold hotel room

And the endlessness that you fear

You are pulled from the wreckage

Of your silent reverie

You’re in the arms of the angel

May you find some comfort there

You’re in the arms of the angel

May you find some comfort here

~Angel by Westlife~

Thanx sista for bein ma gurl in da hood!!! lol juz so u know,i love ya to bits!!! i kno yo born to rock da wurllldddd!!

We be gettin it down wid em biatches soon ;-)

And i know...if it makes him happy,then it cant be that baaaaaaaaddd!!!