Thirteen...

When you look back...how was your life was at thirteen?Were you carefree...no hassles,just wanted to have a good time?Were you pressurised to do stuff you did not really want to?How was it?

Being thirteen has its price...and you are only thirteen once...

I saw this movie 'thirteen' sometime back and it really caught my attention...don't know why i thought of posting this now...maybe because one of my friends has promised me he is gonna quit drugs and he also admitted that he did it only cause everyone else was doing it.

Its about this girl,Tracy who was so creative...but then she started thinkin bout what others think of her...thats when it all started.She wanted to be just like the popular girl(u know the...i'm-hot-and -u-know-it type) she eventually started hangin out with that girl who not only did drugs but also involved herself in stealin n sex...etc etc...

How an innocent girl can turn into a total poser really surprised me...and even though it is nothing but a movie...i'm sure this is very prevelant in the U.S.

This movie is a must see...the girl was so depressed she used to even cut her wrist...look i can't really call her a retard cause i really dunno what was the state of her mind she must be in...i mean whats goin on in her head n what shez goin thru,only she knows...i had a friend who moved to Canada and just because she dint have frndz thr,she used to cut herself...sumthin i wud never expect from her!!

So basically it depends on the situation...

Have you ever been pressurised to do sumthin u didnt wanna do but did it neway...?

Is it weird or am i just a music freak?

People get high when they dope,due to alcohol and many other viable reaons for people to get high...but guess what takes me on a high?Yep i get high on music.

When i'm listenin to music,i'm kinna oblivious as to what is happenin around me.U would usually spot me wid sum sorta music playin device lol...be it my frnd's i pod or mp3 player or my very own cell fone that has songs loaded (yea i know im a freak).

So there i am...mindin my own business one day as usual sittin wid da collision course blastin through my headfones...i open my eyes i see two of my friends with weird expressions on their faces.Now these two friends o mine are not very big Linkin Park fans as opposed to me who breathes Linkin Park.

I look at them with a questioning expression on my face sayin ''wat?''

''U feelin ok?'' said one of them

''Feelin great!''(like duh!! i wuz listenin to Linkin Park!)

''U sure?''

''Yeah...why?''

''The expression you had on your face a while ago before u opened your eyes...it was like u were in some kinna trance!''

''Hmm...your point being?''

''It kinna looked like how so and so become after dopin''

(k so and so here r these friends of mine that dope and then listen to linkin park in their car and u shud see them its so hilarious!!!They r like literally bangin their heads its so funny!!!)

''Noooo way!!!I wuz bangin my head?''

''No,minus da head bangin''

so...lol is this normal...or m i weird????My friends are convinced therez sum'in wrong up there lol.They think I've totally lost it!!

I can't help it!!!! Music takes me on sucha high,i hate it when people interupt me when m listenin to music...n when its Linkin Park...jeez...i lock myself in my room n blast da volume...N wen m listenin to them...reality dun exist.

Yea i know thtz crazy!!! But thz me!!!

Rock on!

Da tune o ''Papercut'' by Linkin Park ricochetin in my head :)

I care

When somebody i don't really know all that well,tells me something i don't really appreciate,i just let it go...cause what they say,doesn't really affect me...why would it?

But when someone, whoz opinion counts a lot,says something you really don't agree with...apart from tryin to prove your point what can u do??

Its neva been a problem for me to ''not give a damn'' bout someone whoz wise cracks hav no effect on me...but what do i do when i do care?

Any suggestions?

THIS PHOTO IS ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL. BE SURE TOREAD THE TEXT BELOW TO HAVE A BETTER UNDERSTANDINGOF WHAT YOU ARE VIEWING. IT IS HISTORIC TOO AS THISIS THE LAST MISSION FOR COLUMBIA.

The photograph attached was taken by the crew on board the Columbiaduring its last mission, on a cloudless day. The picture is of Europe and Africa when the sun is setting. Half of the picture is in night. The bright dots you see are the cities' lights.
The top part of Africa is the Sahara Desert.
Note that the lights are already on in Holland, Paris, and Barcelona, and that's it's still daylight in Dublin, London, Lisbon, and Madrid.
The sun is still shining on the Strait of Gibraltar. The Mediterranean Sea isalready in darkness.
In the middle of the Atlantic Ocean you can see the Azores Islands; below them to the right are the Madeira Islands ; a bit below are the Canary Islands; and further South, close to the farthest western point of Africa , are the Cape Verde Islands.
Note that the Sahara is huge and can be seen clearly both duringday time and night time.
To the left, on top, is Greenland, totally frozen.

Isn't this sooo cool?????????????????

;)

This post is for a special friend who i will never forget
All you guys know ''wanderer''...yes thats my friend vipul.Vipul is one of the few friends online that i have opened up to.He knows everything about me.Every single detail about my life.
Guys,i really don't know how i'm gonna live without talkin to him every single day cuz ive gotten used to it but i know hez gonna keep in touch cuz hez too good to lose...tho i know that we might not actually meet but you will always be my ladoo, my best friend online.
It is so easy to share your feelings,views and problems with him.He is always there to listen...and surprisin he has always been there for me...ALWAYS!!
I knew i could always trun to him n he wud b ready with advice...he knows me inside out...n he can't see me get hurt...it amazes me how two people that havent even met eachother have such a strong bond...we have a connection and i'm gonna try my best to keep in touch with you vipz.
He is a sweetheart a really cool dude that i can talk to for hours together but never get bored.He undertstands me so well...somethin tht many ppl dont...
Vipz even though you are leavin,u promised me ur gonna keep in touch n i'm gonna try my best to keep in touch too.U are one of the nicest people i've known and don't change for the world

Luv ya loads

Michelle

p.s u guyz can comment nethin(of course good stuff lol) bout vipz.This post is only for him n its gna b all about him :)

thanx!

She is HOT and i know it...

Da bootylicious babe

BEYONCE` KNOWLES

On a scale of 10,i'd rate her 9 and a half.Isn't she soooo hot????

How much would you rate her???

Paparazzi lovers?

Correct me if i am wrong...but don't celebs usually run away frome the paparazzi?As they are after your freakin life tryin to get snapshots of you without your makeover...lookin totally crap with a pair of sweats and a dog leash in your hand.They don't let you live a normal life-somethin celebritites most of the time crave to have...mind u,i said MOST of the time.

But in the case of these two Russian media luvaz,it is totally different.They want the paparazzi writin bout them.They want them houndin them everywhere they go.They want the attention.They want the publicity...they might as well roam around with a sign that says ''HEY!!!HERE I AM!!!LOOK AT ME!!!''

Question-Who thought these two were lesbians??? I DID!!! Who thought they only pretended to be lesbians for publicity???? HELL NO!!! I DID NOT!!

Yes...these two are not lesbians.They just potrayed that image for publicity,for attention,to be different.They even have their own respective boyfriends.

I don't blame you if you don't believe me.I didn't believe it too.But yep...they arent lesbians.They are very much straight.

So...did they just make out in the video of ''All the things she said''? Juz like that? Yes they did...THEY MADE OUT...WITH EACHOTHER!!! Despite the fact that they are not lesbians.They both even made out with a cop that tried to stop them from getting drunk so that the paparazzi goes wild and prints the most exaggerated review on them.

So what do you think?

They went to such heights to just get famous...is it smart? or is it juz downright DISGUSTIN?????

LOL...

;)

Since you've been gone...

One minute you are the best of friends,u know eachother inside out,you are inseparable.Next minute you are 2000 kilometres away from eachother.You still know eachother inside out,you astill are inseparable...but for how long??

We have best friends,lovers,relatives etc...but the bond we share with each of them respectfully,is it judged by the distance?Can we not stay friends despite the fact that we are kilometres or miles away from eachother?Can we not stay lovers despite the fact that we won't be able to see eachother?Is it only the physical presence that matters?Isnt it enough that you are in touch with the respective person through some way of communication...shudnt it be enough that you are at least in touch???

Small incidents in my life,make me realise that now days its taken for granted that something cannot work out because of the distance.It really makes me wonder...my friend's boyfriend left for the US a few days back...and they broke up because it ''wouldn't work out'' because of the distance.I find it ridiculous.Both obviously dint wanna break up,he is going to the US to study so those few days before he left for the States,all he did was mope around.All my friend did was wallow and listen to ''I'm leaving on a jet plane'' every single day(she still does).

He mails her every single day and vice-versa.I mean the world has advanced so much today there are so many means of communication!!!Is it just because you will not see the person everyday?Is that all that matters?

It is all in your hands.If u really want to,you can make it happen.And when it comes to bein determined i feel distance is juz a mere thing that doesn't really matter.

I know opinions will differ on this subject because well...there are equal number of pros and cons on the contrary.

So lemme know wat YOU think.

ADIOS

Coolness Personified
Working your way to the top makes you a ''self made man''.Trying hard till you succeed.makes you hardworking and determined.But what happens when you work hard,give it your best shot but are still REJECTED?
It devastates you,discourages you but most importantly,makes you wonder,''I gave it all,but i still failed...is it because i'm not good enough''?
These words hit you like a big yellow school bus.But i admire people that don't give up.They ''Breakaway'' and try harder to make people see whats ''Behind these hazel eyes''.
Give it up for-Kelly Clarkson.
Two words-American Idol
Two more words-Simon Cowell
Simon Cowell-The most celebrated music critic there is today.He is either a musician's worst nightmare or a musician's miracle.He can either crush your dreams,or make your dream come true.Thats why i admire him.Cuz he holds sum kinna power.The license to criticise i may say.I mean think bout it...u can critice because YOU know YOU R the best and people actually care bout wat YOU think! How cool is tht?!
But one person proved him wrong.Kelly Clarkson.Kelly juz tried out for American Idol for the heck of it as a few of her friends suggested she try her luck...and boy...she sure did get lucky ;).Even though she was rejected by Simon Cowell,she too had some kinna power...over her fans...cuz thats wat brought her from Loserville to Tinseltown!
She did not give up thats why she is famous and thats why i admire her more than Simon.Pure talent.Thats one of the main reasons she is what she is today.She knew she ''had it all'' and she knew she would make it.She tried and she succeeded alright!

''When you lose hope
When you are feeling down
Give it your best shot
You will realise you had it in you all along''.

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes till
I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway.

NEVER GIVE UP!

ADIOS!

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